Life is a BITCH and then you have friends to remind you of that.

Have you ever had birthday hell? I have, long story so I will share the moral thereof.

When someone tells you they will do something, dont believe them, when they tell you they have plans and you will have fun, make plans to do something else because they will stand you up. Get the point, it goes on and on. I should have remembered that after thirty-five years, people are people. They look after themselves, and fuck everyone else.

What will I do about this dilema, I am going to blow it off, move on and make new friends. I turned down two dates for my birthday, re-arranged my work schedule to accomodate people, mark my typed words, that will not ever happen again, I am tired of being there for people and their lives when I take bottom string in things. Its now about me.

Peace out!

when it rains it pours

Have you ever wondered where that saying "When it Rains it Pours" comes from? Well today is one of those days for me. Thats all I can say.

rainy day blues

So, I am just about to finish up my three month training process and I am now pondering if I did the right thing concerning my change in careers. As I sit here and watch the rain fall in Tucker, GA. realizing I work for a maniacle fearless leader its been tough. My boss, likes to be referred to as head diva, my co-workers all back stab and steal leasing possibilities from each other, its been tough. OI! What the HEYYYY!

I will have to say I have found my way back to the place I was before I got back in to retail, its been hell trying to start back over and I wouldnt recommend it for just anyone, but sometimes, you need something to just jar your life and get you goin again.

Now that things are coming back in to alignment, its time to get my love life back together. Though I miss my little guy in California, I have realized that a long distance thing will not work, the longer we are apart the more I know that the only way we will ever be back together is if he moves to GA or I move back to CA, the only thing is that I have made some great friends, I have a partner in crime that is amazing, and my dear sister, I have another friend who keeps me in check,

Gotta run, a customer. will chat more later.

Thursday night Blues, or is that a date?

So I had a date last night, I was scared, truth be known. I would really like a guy in my life but this guy is well, I just cant get a feel on him what direction he wants to go in, I just dont know, doesnt make any sense. So, instead I rescheduled the date for drinks instead last night, my sister dj rob showed up about an hour in to the date, and hot guys were all over the place it was soooooooo hard to keep my focus but I did. Rob was funnny, I think the guy I was with though is just not interested in me in that way.

Will keep you posted.

~the PEACH

A stubbed toe, a headache and a hard on

So, last night after 8 days of being cellubate from the bar I caved and went out, it was an odd night last night. Must be a full moon soon, cause the strange and bizzare came out to play. So, I brought 20.00 to drink and play with, somewhere after the third drink I apparently opened a tab on my card, by the end of the night, two shots and 7 rums and diets later, my tab was 52.00 ok, so I am a total broke ass bitch now.

With that being said, I remember leaving the bar, apparently at some point, I walked up the side walk with my sister dj Rob and tripped on some plyboard randomly laying around on the side walk, I woke up this morning with bloody socks on and a black toe nail. sexy huh. Needless to say no fun for me until this coming weekend. Gotta run customers call.

Peace out
The PEACH

declaration

I HEREBY DECLARE< War on my fat. UGH!!! yesterday at work, I apparently split my pants, no one told me, not a client, not a coworker, noone, fortunately I had a premonition about this I was thinking about camando for the day but decided instead to wear my camo thong, ugh!, no telling who or how many people saw my thong.


Gotta run the slave driver is back, LOL

Working on the Weekend

So this was my first weekend working with my new job, and I have to say that the person I was working with is not nice, frankly she is mean and underhanded and well, if she wasnt a she I would swear she was a gay man, hence a bitch. So, after I straightened her shit out today because she fucked up twice and then fucked me over once, thank GOD I caught it before we closed the buisness on the weekend cause she would have totally gotten away with something that she should have been called on.

OI< I thought retail was cut throat this place is cut throat underhanded espionage. LOL UGH!!!

IS there anywhere in the working world that is not cut throat? With that being said I am off an hour and a half after I am supposed to be and on my way home then the gym then burkhardts for a teeny bit maybe, I hope everyone has had a phenomenal weekend, got drunk, got laid, got something cause lord knows I didnt.

PEACE